Who Am I?

by Robin on January 20, 2010

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I used to think it was all about me.  Maybe it came from being a first born who knows. But for years I secretly felt that the world revolved around me and my needs. Eventually, life did what life tends to do and  let me know that in no uncertain terms…it was not about me.You know the drill, one thing after 500 go terribly wrong and you’re left feeling that you can’t catch a break from the “world” or anybody else. Your left with this assumption…I don’t matter.

And as I tend to do, I took it to the extreme, coming to the conclusion that I was insignificant.  Barely  average. Nothing at all special. Why would my life be important in the grand scheme of things.

But without me even realizing exactly when the shift occurred, I’m understanding these days that I was right…about both extremes ~

Don Miller says, “I’m just a tree in a story about a forest”. In other words my life isn’t the focus. There’s something much bigger going on.   But here’s the rest of that story…I’m totally free to take my eyes off of me and look at the bigger picture because no matter how insignificant this “tree” is, the God who made the universe cares about me, He knows me by name…

I was driving the other day and this song came on the radio. I’m pretty sure I’ve heard it three dozen times but this time it pierced my heart. I almost had to pull over I was so utterly moved to my essence. If you have 5 minutes hit play.

Love to you today my Friends as we live our legacy one day at a time…



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Julie Garmon January 20, 2010 at 8:00 am

Beautiful.

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Stacey January 20, 2010 at 8:08 am

One of my very favorite songs! It really is a moving thought.

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Tom Raines January 20, 2010 at 8:28 am

Thank you what an uplifting praising reminder this morning…think I will give it 5 more minutes…

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velvet January 20, 2010 at 8:32 am

Love it!

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Tom Raines January 20, 2010 at 8:35 am

Well, gave it 5 more and noticed there was a video that was cool as I just listened first time…that extra look can show you new things…thanks again!

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Martina January 20, 2010 at 8:47 am

Thank you for the reminder. I love the songs from casting crowns, they have so deepgoing words. I have a word on my blackboard in the kitchen : It is not about me, it is all about God. I really need this reminder to see the big picture!
Thanks for all your sharing. You are very encouraging to me!
Love from switzerland- Martina

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Dad~. January 20, 2010 at 9:54 am

YEAH! That’s what I’m talkin about!
It’s all about the King of kings & the Lord of lords + JESUS ~

“When my wife died, it was as if a great tree had fallen in the forest
and left a lonesome place against the sky.” Anonymous
There will be at least one someone ~

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Marydon January 20, 2010 at 9:56 am

Great write … TY

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Jeannie January 20, 2010 at 10:06 am

Casting Crowns are one of my favorite Christian music bands, alot of their songs are heart piercing… Thanks for sharing one of their most touching heartfelt songs.
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suzanne January 20, 2010 at 10:07 am

I have always LOVED this song…thanks for sharing.

suzanne
.-= suzanne´s last blog ..Live out Loud!!! =-.

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Jane January 20, 2010 at 11:11 am

I love that song!
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SusanD January 20, 2010 at 1:14 pm

This is such a powerful song. Thanks so much for sharing it….and your thoughts. You always state it so eloquently. Blessings, SusanD

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Tracy @ Cotton Pickin' Cute January 20, 2010 at 8:29 pm

Hi Robin. Your honesty is so refreshing. I look back now and remember how anything and everything revolved around me (in my mind) when I was younger. I was never mean or a spoiled brat. Spoiled in a middle class family sorta way but non-the-less good or bad it was probably about me in my mind. Just like a infant doesn’t know any better, it took me growing up and growing in the Lord to learn to forget myself a little.

Uh-Oh, I just did it again and made your post about me. LOL. I was only trying to show you how I understand. OOPS.

For some reason we can’t get the volume to work on this computer and mine is on the fritz so unfortunately I can’t listen to the song but I’m sure it’s beautiful. Thanks for sharing your thoughts with us today.

God Bless and have a wonderful evening….Tracy :)

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Aubien January 21, 2010 at 11:24 am

Robin…I have been going through the “I don’t matter” phase for a little while now. I am trying to work my way out of it but wow…it’s hard to change that mindset. I appreciate so much that you have been there and you understand and you can say there is a way out.
.-= Aubien´s last blog ..Imaginary letters … =-.

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gitz January 22, 2010 at 2:21 am

My forest wouldn’t be complete if your tree wasn’t in it.

Never heard that song before… loved it. Thanks, girl.
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Debi May 20, 2010 at 1:38 pm

you talked about your “essence” again. Bliss.

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