First the (limited) results from our doctor visits yesterday…
*The Neurologist has turned her over to a group at Emory who will most likely have her wear an Ambulatory EEG.
*He said at this point he can’t sign a work release that says she can drive a golf cart. (She’s a leasing agent and drives a golf cart all over the complex showing apartments.) The company can’t adjust her job responsibilities and with no signed work release from the Dr. we’re pretty certain she’s going to lose her job.
*He stops short of saying she has had seizures as opposed to fainting although it’s his suspicion that her episodes are seizures. His opinion is that she has about a 30% chance of another episode in the next 6 months. Thirty percent sounds pretty good to me although she is getting more pregnant by the day…
*This morning they will do a blood test to check for Addison’s Disease. Emma has almost every one of the symptoms for this but it’s not very common so more than likely it’s not her issue. But who knows…
For the love of pete…we have a few decisions ahead. Where will Em and her pups live for the remainder of the pregnancy…how will she/us pay her bills…where will she work…what about after the baby comes, will she lease an apartment by herself?
We’re in a waiting pattern right now. And you won’t believe the chapter I’m on in Pete Wilson’s book (Plan B)…Waiting on God. Sometimes God does that for me. Like one of those mall directories that clearly tells you YOU ARE HERE !
I’m glad he chose to do that today. Here’s what I heard Him say this morning…
“…spiritual transformation takes place… while we’re waiting…”(188 – Plan B)
“Waiting calls us to be in this moment, this season, without leaning so far into the future that we tear our roots from the present.” (191-Plan B-Sue Monk Kidd)
“It’s so important to realize waiting does not always lead to the outcome we hoped for.” (187-Plan B)
So, I’m hanging out “in my moments” today. I’m choosing not to put my trust in what I want God to do, but in who God is.
Having said that…this isn’t all that hard for me. I’m painfully aware that with so many of you in different and more difficult situations this may not be possible today. I completely acknowledge that. And I’m praying for you each by name…love to you today my sweet friends.
Before I even opened my eyes this morning this is the song that was sweetly singing in my head…
I was so moved to realize Pastor Pete’s wrote words that minister for “such a time as this.” Even this!
It’s like God allows these thin places in our lives–very thin places with no other choice than to do just what you’re doing. (Well, there’s the choice of living in terror, but that’s not really living….and I’ve done that.)
((hugs)) I am so sorry for all that your daughter and you are going through. I am so happy, though, that you are leaning on the best Counselor to help you through it! How hard it would be for you both if you did not know Him.
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Still thinking and praying for you all. What a blessing to have the unconditional Love of God in our lives! He is always there. 🙂 Praise the Lord!
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Well we are “here” aren’t we. That’s a start, to know where and whose you are. I will continue to pray God sheds His light on that next step. Waiting ain’ t easy but I like the statement you shared from the book ..waiting is where spiritual transformation takes place…. Also great song, worshiping and serving while waiting, thanks for sharing.
There were worse things to be in your mind prior to opening your eyes! praying
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The quote from Sue Monk in Plan B is the Key. How we do that I do not know. Glad you have some results (sort of) and can at least start moving towards healing
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It worked!
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Key phrase Robin: I’m choosing not to put my trust in what I want God to do, but in who God is. Great thought! I will join you in that today. Love and hugs.
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I just read in Job this morning “Shall we accept good from God, and not trouble?” (Job 2:10) And part of the footnote said, “If we always knew why we were suffering, our faith would have no room to grow.” So so true. Will continue to pray.
Such a blessing to see your faithfulness. I’m praying for all of you.
R, please add me to the prayer list.
Robin, this morning I read:”To deal with opposition, begin by thanking God. It forces us to pray like it depends on God, which it does. You are so fortunate to have your faith and know that you can and will WAIT. The right thing will happen. God has a plan, we have to be patient….and that is not always easy!!!!!!!!!! I know. God bless you all. I continue to pray. Love and hugs, Pinky
I’m patiently waiting with you friend. I don’t know how all this will work out yet, but I know that it will. In His timing and fir His glory.
Have I mentioned lately how proud I am of you? Because I am.
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hi robin ~
just wanted to let you know that i have been thinking about you and yours
and praying for the best for all …
my heart hurts for you, that you have to go through this …
i have faith though, that god’s love will undoubtedly see you through …
warm hugs,
prairiegirl xo
I’m here reading along every day and praying for you all. With so many unknowns right now I’m so proud that your heart is in the right place. You are right in waiting and living inside of each day. He is the God of ALL comfort. Peace to you…
Hi, Robin
Gosh, I appreciate your honesty and faith so much. Its a blessing and an encouragement. Keep us posted.
Will keep praying,
Lizzette
I don’t like not knowing what is going to happen in my life so I’m sure you are more than frustrated! I have to say that I’ve “been there” the last two years and am praying that life can go back to being somewhat predictable very soon. I do think I see the light at the end of the tunnel, but after all that has happened I’m almost afraid to look at it!
My thoughts continue to remain with you and your family!
Robin, I’m continuing to pray ….
Jean
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Praying for you Robin. As I talked about in the book, I hate waiting! Hate it. And yet it’s in those waiting rooms of life that God has done His best work in my life. Please know the Wilson family has you in our thoughts and prayers!
Praying for you! Love & blessings from NC!
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Praying for you and your family……I love your blog…
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